I guess I have a knack for caring too much for somebody I have feelings for. In a way, I guess I just expect somebody to at least try as much as I do. I stay up, waiting for somebody who’s already fallen asleep, when I do something important, I tell them what I’m doing so it doesn’t seem like I’m ignoring them, and I just think that if I do my best to keep communication, then things won’t screw up.

I guess I put in too much effort, and in the end I just feel like a fool, and I’m left with tired eyes, a tired mind, and a disappointed heart. I should stop being so caring, I feel as if it gets annoying, and that it scares people away.